trish came over while Nick was here and then we tortured nick then took him home. watched some porn, watched our movie, partied hard!! Talked to our lovers forever, got all lovestruck, then went to bed, and then woke up! yesh it was fun =) only me and Trish could have pulled that one off, yeah we were gonna jump out of my window..even though i live in a 2 storie house and my rooms not near the ground at all! ha it was intersting =) we painted out nails too <33

remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the 2nd floor! < ha me and Trish were gonna do that <3

olive you <33

yeah im talking to Mike on the phone <3 yeah im listening to My Chemical Romance cause im cool like that..=) yeah so..um yeah Trish changed my blog thingy for me again bc she loves me and i lover her yes, yes..um i went to the shore today i got burned..me and Devon walked the house today, and we went by the condos, yeah long time ago memories <3 omg that was the best summer ever <3 ill never forget it<3 ok goodbye for now

our love is like the wind, i cant see it but i can feel it <3

i saw Mike<33 again yesterday!!!!! yeah!! i cant wait til he can drive!! hesgoing to come stay with me for a while=) haha its going to be..fun? ha my kinda fun<3 yeah he keeps calling me perfect and every time he does it makes me want to cry..hes everything a girl wants, and i cant have him right now cause he lives 350 miles away from me and long distance relationships SUCK! but besides that im sick..have a fever of 100.2 and its getting worse =(

olive you<3

yesterday was the best day of my life <3 i got to see my first boyfriend Mike again omg man i forgot how much i loved him, but wow do i remember. i seriously dont care about anything right now, i just want to see him again. i MIGHT on saturday =) i really hope i do i cant take not seeing him. yeah i went down to WildWood cause hes staying there til Sunday. yeah i spent the whole day with him<3 omg i have never been happier then when i was with him yesterday. it was the best day of my entire life. but then i had to leave =( that sucked! i cryed the whole way home, then i cryed myself to sleep and im still kinda crying now =( i would give ANYTHING to see him again, i mean ANYTHING! i havent seen him in a year and when i did yesterday it was the happiest day of my life <33 yeah i have to see him again

i love you so much its unbelieveable <33

i hung out with Travis today =) it was fun he fell off the bench it was so funny man it was great...haha yeah might go to the shore with Mike  tomorrow =) <3 im not sure though...so yeah um...havent done anything fun really..just hung out with people..yeah..nothing to do anymore..ive done everything possible..=( well yeah ..like could be better, Wyatt might come over sometime..<3 but who knows..

    and theres nothing you can do to help </3

wow i havent updated in a really long time..yeah me and nick are like wayy over yeah its ehh could be better..yeah went to the skating rink last friday, saw lots of people =) went tonight saw more people =) hehe it was fun but yeah

love bites</3

it hurts to think about you</3

wow..being grounded really sucks...i havent done anything in a long time..well i went to the shore with devon on thursday and i cut my heel really bad and there was blood everywhere...it was awesome but i lost a lot of blood...it was so cool the blood looked like really red paint..just dripping from my heel..it was awesome..but yeah now im really bored..i talked to mike last night for a long time <3 =) omg i miss him so much =( i might go down the shore with him..hehe  his dad wants me to sleep over too! i was like woah! im not even going out with Mike and he wants me to sleep over?  awesome!! but i doubt my parent will let me..but man would i love them if they let me! omg!!! but yeah um...im bored..i get off groundage tuesday..i think..i dont no..=) i got 4 belly button rings..yeah there awsome..well im leaving..

<3

well.....im grounded....i MIGHT go to the shore with devon tomorrow...who knows...im really bored...theres nothing to do...i miss people..i havent seen anyone and i wanna see someone hehe but he cant come over cause i dont think my parents would like that..but o well they'll have to get over it! haha =)

loosen the grip of the wire tied around my heart..

<3 who knows?

im back finally...wednesday we got there around 1:30? yeah but then we went down to the park..went on the rides a lot...stayed up...went to sleep..thursday morning my dad woke us up early casue we were up til some time and "woke him up" yeah what ever! went to the pool all day! that was fun ;-) hehe i saw shaun ((some kid i met last year but i HAD a boyfriend and he HAS a girlfriend)) but yeah..called Nick...made him mad..what else is new? but yeah stayed up..went to bed...next day  ((friday)) woke up w/o any intruptions..lol then went to the park all day...then went at night...my parents were extremely drunk and shania twain was on tour..haha ((my aunt robin)) lol we dressed her up in some outfit and did her hair as the slick back grease dude! hahaha it was so funny she had a little curl in the front..haha it was great...went to the park..stayed up...went to bed..oh yeah and Nick dumped me that night...PLEASE DONT BRING IT UP TO EITHER OF US!!!!! THANKS!
saturday we went to reunion..then we went to the pool and saw shaun, chris, rick, zach, greg, mandee, and some bitch who doesnt know me and called me a slut! wow them guys are HOT! ((except for the girls)) then but saturday nigh tjust sucked all around..and now im home..

ill never be the same...</3